I have fought back. I did, a couple of times. But I have been too weak willed. Too uncertain of myself. And I know very well that leaders are not made this way. I have located the trend that has killed or degraded a lot of my dreams, and that is to bow down to your weakness. to your devil's voice. to not pay heed to what your heart is trying to say.
"you must fight, just to keep them alive"

a brief description of what I am today: I am shubham sharma. my college gets over in a week. I turned 22 last month. I am fat. I am losing hairs. I live in a wretched apartment, but I am soon going to change. I have a job that has its own perks and problems. I have constrained number of friends. I am not confident enough. I have a startup foodos that has accumulated a strong team and is in process to get traction. I love a girl for 7 fucking years but we are barely more than strangers now.

What I want to be in five years: I want to have a big huge ass mansion. I want to make foodos tremendously huge. like how google started with search and is now something completely different. I want to marry arpita. I want to have a kickass body. I want to live these five years. to the core.

there has been too much talk and very less work, so I suggest you get to it. we will see where this goes.